Don't you just wish that people would be real!?!
I mean I wish that when someone says something or when you hear something on a sports channel that you could take it at face value...I do...or at least I did...until last night...I don't know when it changed...but it did...and It makes me very sad to have discovered this...Last night the Hubs and I were talking, and of course, I was the one in the know:) and as I began to explain, or defend, if you will...I hesitated and then trailed off and stopped all together and actually said, never mind. I don't know, we will have to wait and see...That made me sad, very sad. I can no longer stand up for, or trust those that I admire and look up to. I suppose that sometime over the last weeks I have been burned too many times...I have believed one time too many...or defended tooth and nail, only to have it thrown in my face that I was wrong...Just last night, I finally crossed the line...I stayed true through, the Raffys, and the the rest of them, through the Tigers and Lances and then last night I found myself unable to defend an innocent...I don't know when it happened...and I am so sad...
What kind of world is this that we live in?
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Hmm. What was the last straw? It is so hard to believe what you see on tv by people claiming to be honest and true. It leaves us a very jaded society.
ReplyDeleteThat's just it....I don't know what the last straw was or even when it happened...just that as I went to defend this young man that I believed in my heart to be innocent...I hesitated...and then I knew...that I, too...had been ruined...sad...and it turns out that this time...of all times...I was right.
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